25 days..1st time awarded..mommy couldn't resists to cry for you over nite...
2 1/2 months..2nd time awarded...
Loves of my life...
Sunday, September 7, 2008
The Journey of My Angels
At this moment while writing this blog, I'm missing them...Can't wait for even a few hours before I can go back to meet them....sob..sob..sob!
25 days..1st time awarded..mommy couldn't resists to cry for you over nite...
25 days..1st time awarded..mommy couldn't resists to cry for you over nite...
Monday, August 25, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Malaysian Next generation...
Last week I went to Qareez school for Parent Teacher Meetings..his teacher told me that Qareez refuse to talk to her and also reported that he is not able to do some physical things which is very surprising me coz knowing Qareez ability is a way much better....So me n hubby keep thinking either he don't understand the teacher instruction or he don't like the teacher...So the other nite I slow talk to Qareez..try to use some children psychology konon..Our conversation:
Me: Qareez you are so cute and a very good boy!
Qareez: Smillling face
Me:But I just curious Why you don't want to talk to ur teacher?
Qareez: She's ugly..
Me: Duhhh! Speechles..
His teacher is an Indian lady n we know that he is very fobia with Indian sometimes without any particular reason..And we never teach him about how to judge people looks...Bottom line don't ever under estimate ur child...;)
Me: Qareez you are so cute and a very good boy!
Qareez: Smillling face
Me:But I just curious Why you don't want to talk to ur teacher?
Qareez: She's ugly..
Me: Duhhh! Speechles..
His teacher is an Indian lady n we know that he is very fobia with Indian sometimes without any particular reason..And we never teach him about how to judge people looks...Bottom line don't ever under estimate ur child...;)
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Beautiful Liar
Ay, Ay, Ay
Nobody likes being played
Beyonce, Beyonce
Shakira, Shakira (hey)
He said I'm worth it,his one desire
I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about
He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar
Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about
You never know
Why are we the ones who suffer
I have to let go
He won't be the one to cry
Let's not kill the karma
Let's not start a fight
It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Can't we laugh about it
It's not worth our time
We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar
I trusted him, but when I followed you,
I saw you together
I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again
I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong
You never know
When the pain and heartbreak's over
I have to let go
The innocence is gone
Let's not kill the karma
Let's not start a fight
It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Can't we laugh about it
It's not worth our time
We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar
Let's not start a fight
It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Can't we laugh about it
It's not worth our time
We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar
Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me who's ashamed
And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame
Let's not kill the karma
Let's not start a fight
It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Can't we laugh about it
It's not worth our time
We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar
Monday, March 31, 2008
Dr Mahathir speaks up on Rulers and politicians
I am truly adore Tun Dr. Mahathir..
We hear a lot of opinions on the propriety of the action by the Sultan. Some say he has the right to do this while others point out that as a constitutional ruler, he could not do this.
The Constitution says that the Ruler or Head of State must choose the elected member who enjoys the support of the majority of members in the legislative body to be the Prime Minister or the Mentri Besar. Subject to this provision, the Ruler it is who chooses and appoints the Prime Minister or Mentri Besar.
The Prime Minister, as Prime Minister, has no role in the choice of the State Mentri Besar or Ketua Menteri. His naming of candidate who should be the Mentri Besar is purely a party matter. Obviously, if the State is captured by the Opposition Party, he cannot name the candidate.
However, if the Ruler chooses someone who does not enjoy majority support, he could be deposed at a sitting of the legislative body through a vote of "no confidence".
After that, another member can be appointed by the Ruler to take his place. But if for some reason, there is no other candidate or the candidate with majority support is considered unsuitable by the Ruler, a new Government cannot be formed. The Ruler may then dissolve the legislative body and a new election may be held.
This new election may lead to the same impasse. The Ruler may not like the member with majority support.
However, it should be noted that this kind of thing had never happened during the premiership of the four previous Prime Ministers. Concerned Malaysians should wonder why.
Is it just that the particular Ruler is being difficult, unwilling to accept the principles of democracy, wanting to return to feudalism and the absolute authority of the monarch?
I do not think so. There must be a reason why the Ruler refuses to accept the candidate named by the party. But the Ruler chooses not to reveal the reasons and indulge in public debates. He merely expresses his displeasure by refusing to do what normally the Rulers would do.
Concerned Malaysians must ask what has the particular candidate done which is so wrong that it incurs the displeasure of the Ruler.
There are lots of talks in the town. Terengganu is blessed with petroleum deposits. It should get 5% of the total earning from oil production. The Federal Government; fearing the previous PAS government might use this money wrongly had withheld payment.
But when the Barisan Nasional (BN) regained Terengganu the money, now called "Wang Ehsan", was lavishly spent by the Federal Government on Terengganu. It is not a small sum. Over these years "Wang Ehsan" totalled several billion.
We know that since the BN regained Terengganu in 2004, all kinds of projects have been developed in Terengganu. This includes The Monsoon Cup, luxury housing for sale to foreigners, Crystal Mosque and theme park, university, etc. Some of these projects are very good but many are totally unnecessary and wasteful.
But what the Terengganu people are saying is that all these mega projects costing billions of Ringgit have been contracted out to people outside Terengganu. Terengganu contractors got practically nothing.
The rumours went on to say that the Prime Minister might have influenced the Mentri Besar into doing wrong things. These are all rumours. It will be quite impossible to prove anything as the perpetrators are skilled in hiding themselves.
This is not good for a Government keen to abolish corruption and be transparent. To clear its name, an investigation should be made.
But the public is leery of investigations by Government agencies and departments. Even Royal Commissions are not highly regarded. The people believe, not true of course, that the Government has been interfering with the work of the Anti-Corruption Agency (ACA), the Police and the Attorney General (A-G)'s Chambers. The say this is borne out by the results of investigations by these agencies.
When a Deputy Minister was accused of accepting money for the release of a detainee, the A-G said there was no case because the detainee said he did not give any money to the Deputy Minister. It is so easy. If you have a case involving someone, all the enforcement agencies need to do is to ask him whether he was involved. If he says "no", then there is no case.
For some reason, judges are finding that people accused of murder are not guilty because of insufficient evidence by the police. Yet people who are totally not involved in a case, who were not accused of any misdeeds and who did not appear in court at all and been given a hearing are found guilty and publicly condemned.
The public cannot be blamed for not having faith in Government agencies doing investigations. The public cannot be blamed for suspecting cover-ups by the Government or worse still the Government may be using these enforcement agencies to threaten people.
To clear its good name, the Government should get credible foreign agencies to do the investigation. Of course, they must be given full access to the documents etc.
Now my detractors are going to say I did worse things when I was Prime Minister. Well, if that is so, let us have the foreign agencies investigate me also. I am aware that people are looking into possible misdeeds by me during my 22 years so as to threaten me and ask me to shut up. So far they have not found anything.
Not only have I not taken anything that was not due to me while I was Prime Minister but I have given back to the Government and the people everything that I had received as gifts during my tenure of office.
The Government had offered me land in Kedah and Langkawi and I had refused to accept. I have a 5-acre plot in Putrajaya which I paid for even though the Government was offering it to me free.
Unless there is a frame-up, I think there should be nothing to pin on me. Even other accusations against me, including the dismissal of judges, were not my doing and I do not feel obliged to apologise. Ask the Tribunal to apologise.
The person asking that the Government should apologise for what happened to Tun Salleh Abbas may have forgotten that as President of the Muslim Lawyers Association, he fully supported the action that was taken. He castigated the Bar Council for condemning Tun Hamid Omar over the dismissal of judges. Now he wants to be more correct than correct. I wonder why.
PETALING JAYA (March 27, 2008): A Concerned Malaysian has expressed his worry over the role being played by Sultans in the appointment of the Mentri Besar.
His Royal Highnesses have clearly refused to take the advice of the Chief Minister i.e. the Prime Minister. Instead, they have chosen on their own a member of the state legislature to head the Government.
His Royal Highnesses have clearly refused to take the advice of the Chief Minister i.e. the Prime Minister. Instead, they have chosen on their own a member of the state legislature to head the Government.
We hear a lot of opinions on the propriety of the action by the Sultan. Some say he has the right to do this while others point out that as a constitutional ruler, he could not do this.
The Constitution says that the Ruler or Head of State must choose the elected member who enjoys the support of the majority of members in the legislative body to be the Prime Minister or the Mentri Besar. Subject to this provision, the Ruler it is who chooses and appoints the Prime Minister or Mentri Besar.
The Prime Minister, as Prime Minister, has no role in the choice of the State Mentri Besar or Ketua Menteri. His naming of candidate who should be the Mentri Besar is purely a party matter. Obviously, if the State is captured by the Opposition Party, he cannot name the candidate.
However, if the Ruler chooses someone who does not enjoy majority support, he could be deposed at a sitting of the legislative body through a vote of "no confidence".
After that, another member can be appointed by the Ruler to take his place. But if for some reason, there is no other candidate or the candidate with majority support is considered unsuitable by the Ruler, a new Government cannot be formed. The Ruler may then dissolve the legislative body and a new election may be held.
This new election may lead to the same impasse. The Ruler may not like the member with majority support.
However, it should be noted that this kind of thing had never happened during the premiership of the four previous Prime Ministers. Concerned Malaysians should wonder why.
Is it just that the particular Ruler is being difficult, unwilling to accept the principles of democracy, wanting to return to feudalism and the absolute authority of the monarch?
I do not think so. There must be a reason why the Ruler refuses to accept the candidate named by the party. But the Ruler chooses not to reveal the reasons and indulge in public debates. He merely expresses his displeasure by refusing to do what normally the Rulers would do.
Concerned Malaysians must ask what has the particular candidate done which is so wrong that it incurs the displeasure of the Ruler.
There are lots of talks in the town. Terengganu is blessed with petroleum deposits. It should get 5% of the total earning from oil production. The Federal Government; fearing the previous PAS government might use this money wrongly had withheld payment.
But when the Barisan Nasional (BN) regained Terengganu the money, now called "Wang Ehsan", was lavishly spent by the Federal Government on Terengganu. It is not a small sum. Over these years "Wang Ehsan" totalled several billion.
We know that since the BN regained Terengganu in 2004, all kinds of projects have been developed in Terengganu. This includes The Monsoon Cup, luxury housing for sale to foreigners, Crystal Mosque and theme park, university, etc. Some of these projects are very good but many are totally unnecessary and wasteful.
But what the Terengganu people are saying is that all these mega projects costing billions of Ringgit have been contracted out to people outside Terengganu. Terengganu contractors got practically nothing.
But additionally, they say the contracts all went to one person and they are suspicious that behind this person are members of the first family.The rumours also say that the previous Mentri Besar was responsible for these things happening and of course, they think that he might have benefited financially.
The rumours went on to say that the Prime Minister might have influenced the Mentri Besar into doing wrong things. These are all rumours. It will be quite impossible to prove anything as the perpetrators are skilled in hiding themselves.
This is not good for a Government keen to abolish corruption and be transparent. To clear its name, an investigation should be made.
But the public is leery of investigations by Government agencies and departments. Even Royal Commissions are not highly regarded. The people believe, not true of course, that the Government has been interfering with the work of the Anti-Corruption Agency (ACA), the Police and the Attorney General (A-G)'s Chambers. The say this is borne out by the results of investigations by these agencies.
When a Deputy Minister was accused of accepting money for the release of a detainee, the A-G said there was no case because the detainee said he did not give any money to the Deputy Minister. It is so easy. If you have a case involving someone, all the enforcement agencies need to do is to ask him whether he was involved. If he says "no", then there is no case.
For some reason, judges are finding that people accused of murder are not guilty because of insufficient evidence by the police. Yet people who are totally not involved in a case, who were not accused of any misdeeds and who did not appear in court at all and been given a hearing are found guilty and publicly condemned.
The public cannot be blamed for not having faith in Government agencies doing investigations. The public cannot be blamed for suspecting cover-ups by the Government or worse still the Government may be using these enforcement agencies to threaten people.
To clear its good name, the Government should get credible foreign agencies to do the investigation. Of course, they must be given full access to the documents etc.
Now my detractors are going to say I did worse things when I was Prime Minister. Well, if that is so, let us have the foreign agencies investigate me also. I am aware that people are looking into possible misdeeds by me during my 22 years so as to threaten me and ask me to shut up. So far they have not found anything.
Not only have I not taken anything that was not due to me while I was Prime Minister but I have given back to the Government and the people everything that I had received as gifts during my tenure of office.
The Government had offered me land in Kedah and Langkawi and I had refused to accept. I have a 5-acre plot in Putrajaya which I paid for even though the Government was offering it to me free.
Unless there is a frame-up, I think there should be nothing to pin on me. Even other accusations against me, including the dismissal of judges, were not my doing and I do not feel obliged to apologise. Ask the Tribunal to apologise.
The person asking that the Government should apologise for what happened to Tun Salleh Abbas may have forgotten that as President of the Muslim Lawyers Association, he fully supported the action that was taken. He castigated the Bar Council for condemning Tun Hamid Omar over the dismissal of judges. Now he wants to be more correct than correct. I wonder why.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Lessons of life....
Experience taught me a few things. One is to listen to your gut, no matter how good something sounds on paper. The second is that you're generally better off sticking with what you know. And the third is that sometimes your best investments are the ones you don't make - Donald Trump
From the last date I update my blog until today, I've learn a lot of lessons in my life. From how to handle a 2 1/2 years old boy emotions, how sometimes we need to be self centred, how to read or at least predict other people mind, family affairs, to business and accounting. Well the least point of course related to my job now.
Bottom line I've learn that anything you do or you intended to do have to be base on your religion, trusts, guts and finally luck will be on your side. But always..always remember to pray hard.
Dalam hidup nie ade banyak sangat simple rules yg kite selalu tak ikut...that's why Islam rules is the most complete guidance for our life..It covers a lot of areas from how to live a life up to science, business, astronomy, astrology, arts and so on. It thoughts us how to be check and balance. Cuma kebanyakan dari kite suka cipta rules sendiri..main hentam semborono saje....simple example like a successful businessman couldn't afford to make the same mistake twice; if not they would be in trouble.
Hidup kiter sekarang nih kira terlalu bertuah sebab dah banyak org2 cerdik pandai sebelum nih dah buat research and study about a lot of things yg kiter boleh follow tak payah susah2 nak pikir kenapa mesti jadi mcm tu or how to make it happened. Simple example kiter dah tau yg ayam tu boleh di makan or durian tu sedap...bayangkan berapa ramai org2 zaman purba yg mati or sakit sebab nak test benda2 tu semua boleh makan ke tak.
How about family affairs...We've been thought that we must respect your family first than other people. But we forgot that they are also humans that make mistakes no matter your grandparent, your parent, husband/wife,MIL, FIL, brothers, sisters, nephew, nieces etc all will not escape from making mistakes even yourself. And trusts does not belong to who you are..either your family or outsider as long as you build a good rapport and relationship with others you will definately get other people trusts. But sadly, most people out there always have this kind of thinking that family is the first person you can trust with...well is not work with me..really...to survive in this crap little world nowdays you really need to be self centred sometimes...others people may not think as what you think...either they will really want you to success, to help you , be a shoulder to cry on or they just being hypocrite, full with envy, sarcastic and can't wait to watch you down. And again this simple life rules is apply to all human on earth no matter they are in your family or not. That's why in Islam said..there's nothing you can bring back to 'akhirat' except doa dan amalan kite. For me this means is how you live your life not who that you belong to...if you father is 'tok imam' or 'warak or you husband is 'Ustaz', your brother is 'Tahfiz' that doesn't count whether you'll be place in syurga or not..All up to yourself...So bottom line you are the one who will know wat will you be now and in akhirat..that's y I said most of the time we need to be self centred...that's it...
Dah banyak mumbling today need to continue reading "Accounting Information System-Chap 3" now.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
It's Monday again...
Its monday again..Urghhh how I wish everyday is Sunday!...tak puas laa duk rumah with my hubby n kid..last weekend was a tremendous week.. we had picnic at 'Ulu Yam' by the riverside..bawak qareez pergi mandi sungai sampai dia menggigil kesejukkan..but he's really enjoy himself. papa hilang spec sebab terbabas nak selamatkan qareez dari jatuh dlm air..hehehe actually that's only a reason why he needs new spec. tulaa asyik cakap nak pi tukar spec jerr..kan dah ilang betul2 dlm air. Anyway it was a really2 an enjoying moment... just the three of us oopss 4 actually including the one in my belly ;)..Balik dari ulu yam terus gi buat spec mata papa kat 'Carrefour' plus we need to fill up my kitchen with groceries..qareez dah tak larat terus tertidur as soon as we reach carrefour..we thought nak letak dia dlm trolley with bantal and his 'Tom' but at last he stay awake untill we reach back home..qareez nih btul2 nak jadi ultraman agaknye..but next morning tido sampai tak ingat dunia..woke up at 12 noon..best btul..qareez dah start ikut patern mama n papa nye..hehehehe..
On Sunday we just decided to saty at home..me have to cook for lunch and dinner sekali..papa tak habis2 nak puji my cooking...either he really miss my cooking or he is damn hungry at that time..;)qareez pun berselera btul...petang tu papa promise nak beli helmet(for kids) utk qareez since he's really2 minat sgt pakai helmet...suker giler budak kecik tu sampai bawak tido..pagi nih pergi schoolpun pakai helmet...so funnyy!
This morning I apply for a leave for this coming Wednesday and Thursday. I have this craft class at de palma hotel..bestnyeee. The class actually will teach me how to make flower from clay. It's call Japanase Clay Flower. I can't wait so excitednyee...I think that's all i want to update abt my enjoying weekend..can't wait for the class..
On Sunday we just decided to saty at home..me have to cook for lunch and dinner sekali..papa tak habis2 nak puji my cooking...either he really miss my cooking or he is damn hungry at that time..;)qareez pun berselera btul...petang tu papa promise nak beli helmet(for kids) utk qareez since he's really2 minat sgt pakai helmet...suker giler budak kecik tu sampai bawak tido..pagi nih pergi schoolpun pakai helmet...so funnyy!
This morning I apply for a leave for this coming Wednesday and Thursday. I have this craft class at de palma hotel..bestnyeee. The class actually will teach me how to make flower from clay. It's call Japanase Clay Flower. I can't wait so excitednyee...I think that's all i want to update abt my enjoying weekend..can't wait for the class..
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